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Remember Who you Are!

Here I am again dealing with the same issue over and over and over again.  I'm either overeating or I'm starving myself.  What is the deal?  Why can I not break free from this? Ever since I was little I have struggled with my body image.  I've weighed 225lbs and I've weighed 136 lbs.  I am 5'8".  So if you look up BMI for a 5'8" female you will see that I've been Obese and I've been Normal.  I can weigh up to 164 lbs and still be considered in a normal weight range for my height, that is not even throwing in my age. Last Spring I was on a weight loss challenge at work.  I started at 155 and lost down to 136.8.  I haven't weighed 136lbs ever in my life that I can recall.  I was too thin!  I was super saggy and super bony. When I looked in the mirror all I could see was my age in my reflection in the mirror.  You would think finally getting to a weight on the scale that I've never seen before at 5'8" I would have been ecstati...